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"one last breath, this voice is dying in eternity."
A Life Of Death
Towers of darkness
Unleashed fears
The feeling of loneliness
Unshed tears
Broken promises
Sound the warning horn
A carpet of abuses
To be trampled upon
Bridges of enmity
An eternity of murder
Ever-lasting cruelty
Drawing a dagger
A blanket of hatred
Evidence of distrust
Cold-blooded distaste
Time is slipping away; fast
Ill feelings of contempt
Nothing seems to last
Plots of violation
A spell seems to be cast
Darkness in action
Disembodied images
Time constriction
Everything’s running away
A cold sensation
This is
A life of death.
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Murder without a knife
It wont hurt you to try.
But with malice inside
You're watching me cry
And making me hide.
My throat feels dry
But you're not by my side.
You're killing me; slowly
With the many times you'd lied.
You think of me lowly
As a lonely pathetic coward
Your source of glee
So you could cause hurt.
Torrents of your abuse
Plain for all to see.
There's no excuse
For what you inflicted on me.
You're addicted to my pain
Slowly eating me alive.
That fact's there; it's plain
It's murder without a knife.
Sharmila ♥
28th November
NUSH.
underline bold italics
Watching Jdramas. My latest addiction. Nyahahaha!
Music. ♪ ♫
Watching anime.
Reading manga.
Just reading in general.
Bridge/Taitee~~
Slacking
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WOOHOO IT'S TIME TO CON'T THE DEDICATIONSSSS.
Jia Min!
Minnie mousie! :D woohoo. the super-fast-and-pro-and-chio person (; haha.
i think we got closer in year 2 :D year 1 i didnt really know much about you ):
awww what can i say? now that 204 is separated it sucks D: i really miss 2044444 and the seven TALL dwarfs (;
BOOHOOHOO. sharmila gettting emo now D:
my first impression of you was that you were super cute lols. and very guai since you always did math homework during our breaks. and i remember you loved loved maths and wrote i love math really big on your foolscap LOL it's such a random thing to remember.
yeah. continue being super nice :D haha.
LOLLLLL(;
Emily!
i somehow forgot your index number :X so i shall squishy you here x)
hmm i dont really see you around naow D: T_T even though you're just next door D:
kay i shall stop being negative :D and be a proton so i'm positive LOL. i know it's a shihui-level lame joke, sorreh D:
sing more sing more! :D i miss hearing you and daddy sing (:
i dont really got the opportunity to hang out with you since we only got to know each other for a year, but i'm glad you found friends eventually! :D
-there's emo music coming from the tv. it's making me emo D8< -
YongKiat!
er. Hi sicko.er. my impression of you is : 1.sicko 2.sicko 3.sicko. LOL.
i remember during year 1 history ms chua called you and sionggim colourful 1 and 2 cos you kept using colourful language lololol.
and you kept hanging out with dillon and i remember you and him singing the camp songs (:
and you kept being gay during skits, ever since the year 1 IP skit thingo to the year 2 skits. -.- and you're still quite gay lol. but i think you're a bit better now :O a teensy weensy bit more mature! HAHAHAH. dont take offence kay. i'm not being serious (cos i cant remember serious stuff about you lols)
Fatinn!
heyoooo!! :D how is it in 302? D: there's no 204 people there D: if i were you i'd be deadddddd. but i hope you're surviving lolol! :D
i see you around quite often but i dont talk to you much D: T_T WHYYYYY.
i think i didnt get to know you so much too since we only knew each other for 1 year D: i want 204 backkkkk.
haha i think you're quite guai coz i remember you got highest for some quiz/test like english or something before :D and that's super pro haha. continue being happy and taking photos! :D i havent gone to your blog for ages D: must tell me the url! 204 <3! :D
Nicholas! (special family colour lolol.)
  somehow you have the weirdest photos. (;
NIKOALABEAR! :D
cough. my sister.
i dont see you alot anymore -.- sometimes can hear your voice from next door LOLOLOL. and i see you sometimes during my daily vists to 303. lolol. got one time you were super loud and my mentor scolded ya. LOL.
you and your retardness and your retarded singing LOL. and i rmb you were sitting quite next to chales who was next to me in year 2(: HHAHA WE HAD FUN TIMES. i know you had a nice time being my sis/uncle/whatever it was. haha. i miss your super fat bag where you stuff all your worksheets in and never file them. AND MAKING FUN OF VAL AND DARRENGOH WITH ME HAHAHAH.
SiongGim!
BLEH YOU CHERIE STEALER.
um. i never got to know you much. until like late last year or this year or something lols.
you should grow shorter :D
uhhh. my first impression of you was that you were super tall and weird-in-the-yongkiat-way. lolol.
didnt think that you would have a blog :O update it more :D like sharmila here who hasnt updated for a few weeks.
LOLOL.
yeah and continue being pro in soccer (: and grow shorter.
Vivek!
Yoyo vivek. are you still having a nice time in class beside sx? LOL.
bet you have the most amusement everyday.
super sad luh, no 204 guy with you D: i always see you walking around the level during breaks lols.
but ms woo say she might put val me you someone else together for the next seating arrangemnet (: woohoo. bet you're sad your source of entertainment would be gone. LOL.
haha i think i got to know you better this year! :O but actually not very surprising.
millie rocks right? LOLOL. TAMIL CLASS ROCKS -.-
and continue being pro in soccer too lols.
Dillon!
uh hi. dont think you'll see this since i've not seen you around for klfjskfjslfs ages. seems you're not with yk or anyone now ): dont be so loner luh.
uh i remember your songs and gay acting with that retarded accent you always have when you perform in skits.
and this year's orientation skit : "I AM MARC JEAN" LOLOLOL.
super funny luhs.
Valerie Goooooh! :D
hahaha one of the people who is stuck seeing me everyday WAGAGAGGAGAGA.
i dont really miss you since i know i'll be seeing you soon! :D ♥♥♥♥♥ i mean that in a good way okay.
haha if we werent in the same class in year 1, i cant even think how i would manage now D: i think i take you for granted too much T.T
haha so i guess i should apologise for being too much around you, i know how irritating i can be lolol :X and i'm really slow so must explain all the lessons to me k D:
i bet you're sick of me now after being around me for more than 2 years almost everyday. haha. hopefully you're not :D
oh and of course, one more very important thinggggg.
DARRENGOHHHH!
(when's your wedding? (; )
Vivian!
eh i think i was ignoring you in year 1 :S sorry D:
i think i got to know you more in year 2 and we were more friendly then x)
and remember the retarded 'class outing' we had where only yj you me charles and joel came -.- LOLOLOL.
haha. that was retarded.
hmmm i dont see you much too. and i dont see you with cherie and abi too. :S
meow. anyway dont emo :D
Elmo! (RED FOR RED ELMO (: )
tralalas i think you're gay. LOL. okay sorry.
-rewind-
i think i didnt know you much in year 1, it was super wierd that we started calling you elmo, i even forgot why we called you elmo.
AND KLFJSDFL I GOT CALLED BIGBIRD WTH. lol.
um. then year 2 i think i only got to know you more towards the end, and i realised your mum is quite... strict? or something :S
now i dont see you much. ooh i just saw you on friday. with that sprained wrist. hope it heals soon :S looks painful.
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| Sharmila ♥ 5:00 PM |
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| Thursday, November 20, 2008 |
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i shall do dedications too since my ex asked me to. and since love 204 is <3>
Abigail!
AHAHAH my fellow sufferer of millie's classes.
Nice times we shared making fun of him and his CardBoard Butt. LOL.
I remember how i used to freakishly follow you around at the start of yr 1 sorry for that yeah. must have seemed to be some weirdo stalker lol. =x =x
Ahhhh really hope that our friendship wont die if we are in different classes D: D:
must continue admiring our favourite teacher yeah. Probably the only person who gets pissed at millie and shows it openly too, other than me. Hopefully your mum will complain against him coz it looks like my mum loves him D:
this is really random but i remember how you told me you loved elmo when you were young (which was a long time ago sice you're a grandma now :P) AHAHAHA.
YuJian!
Hmm i think we werent that close in yr 1.... but yr 2 was better i guess.
I remember we were walking on the way to macs or something and i was lagging behind and you told me about ... uh. her. yeah shocked me coz i didnt expect you to tell me those stuff lol.
uh math nerd? i always remembered you as that lols.
ahahah and you always crack lame jokes ahahha.
uh dont steal my soulmatey (; she's mine.
Bryan!
o_o i have the feeling i didnt get to know you as much.
except that you're a flirt and very very very rich.
ahahaha. my first impression of you.... hmm. spiky hair and weird orange fluorescent shoelaces guy.
plus i thought you were quite short oops ahhaha =x
hmmm go go win first prize for nobel:D you're too fast. lolol.
and good luck with that girl, from wherever. (:
Charles! (special family colour lolol.)
 DONT KILL MEE D;
Mummy! (:
How was it sitting beside me both times when we changed the seating arrangment?
AHAHAHA bet you had a nice time rights, sitting beside a noisy bird(;
Dont emo okay! emoing ish baaaadddddd.
D8
zzz i remember your "emo times", very scary. plus you keep disowning me. D:
SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK (;
okay i shall add on more stuff since yours is so short.
hmmmm~ RAWR I MISS YOUR EMO BLACK BELONGINGS AND YOUR RANDOM DOODLING ON MINE AND VAL'S PAPER AND YOUR JOKES AND YOUR SMSING IN YOUR EMO BAG DDDD:
yellow on the inside and black on the outside. not underwear, shihui(;
Shihui!
my asexually reproduced daughter! (:
i love your stinky bear hugs -.-
HEH you and your lame jokes.
and you always thinking i stay in bukit batok lolol.
hmm didnt get to know you much in yr 1 T.T which was saddd D: D:
heheh hopefully now i can say i got to know you more (:
ps: when you emo it's really freaky D:
kay lets not be emo people. be a nice daughtie and mama will get you married to nikoalabear :D
oh yeah i forgot you're a reborn and maple freak ahahhas(: i shall watch reborn someday. :P
Weihan! 
Daddy! (:
-edit: ASDHASJLDHJASK blogger deleted this whole chunk of nice words D: D: starting from scratch again. i did the whole part before this like in november... 20th? D: now it's already january 8th LOL. i suck.-
heyo daddeh!~ :DDD china lolol. (just realised that's chia in china) heh. you just turned 15 ytd! :D so old TT___TT hmmm.
you're a nice daddy :DD a bit too much child abuse though, lol.
and awww the chemistry between you and mummy!~~♥♥♥
and your singing rocks luh :DD hope you join big bird audition someday (lol refer to your bday card(; )
T_T i want 204 baaaack D: i miss you whacking my head with something lolol. i dont remember how we were like in year one, just that you were nice and friendly and... big LOL. =x
hope i'm a good daughter :D at least you didnt disown me unlike someone. *glares* ;D
Cherie!
soulmate! ♥
i love you but you dont love moi D: you keep having affairs with johnny and yongkiat and yujian and siong gim and shihui and jiamin and abigail and val and g and nicholas and chocolates and other random stuff. D:
fine i shall let go of you.
you're free to date anyone you like, including the dustbin next to you D:
zzz.
REMEMBER OUR SOULMATEY DATE? :DDDD ♥♥♥ just the two of us watching a movie lolol.
and we kept watching dramas and all lol.
and manga.
and kept laughing at random stuff.
...
T___T
JeeHyun! (pink to irriate you :D)
hmm. where do i start.
i remember year one i thought you were the super serious guai type who wouldnt bother being friends with me D: then we somehow became friends, through val i think :D
AHAHHAH and in such a short period of time you changed so much!!!~
your hair was cut short (and never to be tied again T_T)
and you became funnier and ... crazier... and more sharmila-ish.
see such a good influence i am :D
i miss your cheeks and your cuteness D: you're so cute :D
Remember when i sat beside you last time? i magically became smarter in physics :D and your english improved LOLOLOL.
NATHANIELLLLLL ~~~ lolol.
i havent watched your movie yet =x sorry.
hopefully we see each other everyday in school since we're next door :D
Krystal! (your fav colour! :D)
sorry we got off to a bad start last last year (last last year makes me feel OLD D:) D: but we managed to get on friendly terms eventually :D
you super smart person D< ;) yeah well thanks for your friendship :D 11 more people. i shall update later. i'm hungry D: sorry cant find photos of everyone D: my com had to have its hard disk memory stuff removed like 2 months ago D: |
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| Sharmila ♥ 3:14 PM |
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| Saturday, November 15, 2008 |
| Friday, November 07, 2008 |
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Tag the first friend you've ever had.
uh thats hard. i think i lost contact with her and i dont even know how to spell her name properly D:
Tag two of your best friends
Val and ... i dunno.
Tag a family member.
eeps i'd rather not D:
Tag someone who has nice hair
CHERIE(:
Tag someone who you text a lot
soulmate(:
Tag a person you cant stand, just to get it off your chest.
RAWR! uhm. im pissed with lotsa people now. what about mummy(:
Tag three best friends you've lost touch with.
D: 3? most of my primary school friends.
Tag someone who always helps you out in school.
milton
Tag the biter
i'm flappy. not bitey. tsktsk.
Tag someone that plays soccer.
HAHAHA. all the 204 guys.
Tag one of those people that makes you smile even on your worst days.
milllie omgomg!
Tag your newest closest friend
?? my computer. i've been reunited with it.
Tag your oldest friend
Tag the person you last got drunk with
soulmate. we were having a nice time getting drunk-.-
Tag your boyfriend/girlfriend if you have one
soulmate!
Tag the person with the opposite taste of music from yours initially
hmmmgmmhmm. i dont know anyone. OOH YESH I DO.
YONGKIAT.
Tag someone who has hurt a friend of yours.
hmhmmhmhmh. that would be me D:
Tag any funny person.
shihui doesnt qualify coz she's too lame(;
Tag the blondest person you know.
woohoo sounds like me(: i'm yellow.
Tag the smartest person you know.
i personally know albert einstein.
Tag someone of the opposite sex who you've kicked
i kick yujian alot.
Just tag some random person.
nicholas-.-
Tag the person that knows you the best out of everyone.
hmhmmhmhm. i dont even know myself sometimes.
Tag the most buff
sionggim is muscular-.-
Tag the tennis player.
angelaaaaa.
Tag someone who lives in another country
dunno. doesnt exist??
Tag someone you love.
cnerryberry D: |
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| Sharmila ♥ 5:09 PM |
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i.
am.
boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd D:
im going to die from borededness unless i do something fun right now D:
my soulmatey's having an affair with a thousand other people other than me D:
let's make a list.
People Who Have Been Having an Affair with My Soulmatey:
1. SIONG GIM D:
2. Nicholas.
3. Yuki.
4. Ivan.
5. Shihui.
6. Abigail.
7. Jee hyun.
8. Wei Han.
9. You.
10. You.
yeaps.
she is daoing me nowwww. D: D:
humph. i must be the only one in the whole wide world who still goes back to her even after she cheats on me. Multiple times too.
i'm too depressed to continue this anymore.
maybe later i'll ask mummy about tips on emoing. |
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| Sharmila ♥ 4:57 PM |
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| Thursday, November 06, 2008 |
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You there. Dont flirt with my cherie. |
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| Sharmila ♥ 9:29 PM |
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meow.
class chalet was fun. |
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| Sharmila ♥ 8:55 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 28, 2008 |
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if you're looking at this post before 3rd nov, it means you should go mug, you nerdface;D
dont stare at my blog anymore(; |
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| Sharmila ♥ 10:34 PM |
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DEAR VALERIE, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
I KNOW YOU PROBABLY WILL REJECT ME BUT TRUE LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDS.
I WILL GET YOU TO LOVE ME SOON.
YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I’VE MET IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
IF YOU DON’T ACCEPT ME, I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE.
I WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH YOU, NO MATTER WHAT. -darren gohhhhh(: |
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